The color that entrances me,
your eyes are on my mind.
That is the stuff I dream about,
Your brown eyes.
The way your golden hair falls,
it shimmers gleams and shines.
but nothing can compare
to your brown eyes.
Your hands beat the drums of my soul,
holding truth without lies.
The way they keep me going can’t compare
to your brown eyes.
The way you make me feel,
though your eyes have not met mine,
the way this makes me feel,
your brown eyes.
The color that entrances me,
Your eyes are on my mind.
That is the stuff I dream about,
your brown eyes.

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you don't know me
you've never seen my face
but with each c.d.
you help me win the race
before you
the race I never won
before you
i never saw the sun
before you
i had so much pain
before you
i lived my life in shame
before you
the razor was my friend
before you
tears and blood would blend
before you
i would cry myself to sleep
before you
over the edge i wanted to leap
before you
i thought no one cared
before you
i was scared
but that was all in the past
its all gone away
the worst of it has passed
now when i think that way
i put on your c.d.
now theres just one more thing i'd like to say
THANK YOU!

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your heart and mind contradict
you don't know wnat you want
you cant make up your mind
because it's written in two fonts

your mind tells you one thing
your heart tells you whats right
yet the wrong thing looks enticing
the wrong thing looks so bright

you fight over the 2 sides
like cats and dogs in your mind
look deep inside yourself
and your true self you'll find

and when you truely find yourself
i'll come back to you
your heart and mind will be like one
and to yourself you will be true.

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Light my fire
shining shadow that follows me every day
Light the fire that comes dark when you're not there
Light this heart
that's come black because of your absence
And when you need a light to cheer you up
I'll light your fire
even if you can't feel me...

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Maybe One Day...I'll Find You Again (for Zac) I always thought you and I would be together forever, but I was wrong I guess maybe one day...I'll find you again. We have been through much separation and tears.I don't know how to express my never ending love for you, but maybe one day...I'll find you again.Through all of the pain and hardships we were always able to find a way out. Until you went away I have cried myself to sleep many, many days and nights since our final hour of happiness together on your final day before leaving me in OK alone to go to the UK. I feel of your hand on my shoulder will never go away. Until we meet again I will remember that maybe one day...I'll find you again.

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Hearing smirks and comments all around
Seeing the looks people gives you
Knowing it's you who's their clown
Wishing you can just run off and hide in a closet
Until the sun goes down

Anger swelling up inside of you
Wondering why people judges you
By the way you look, or who you are
Wondering why people think they're better than others
Knowing that they aren't, knowing that you are just different

Just wanting to get this reality in peoples heads
Wanting them to respect and be kind to the ones unlike them
Wanting them to open their eyes and see what's right
Wanting them to realize that they are really different too
Why can't they just understand?

Hoping one day, will be peace among others
Hoping one day, we'll all be friends
And not care how you look or what you do in life
Just to be friends, just to get along - with no fighting
Just to be calmer, stronger, and happier.

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Looking into your deep brown eyes
For the very first time
I saw something special about you.
Knowing you never met me.
Knowing you never will
But deep inside
A preteen heart,
A maturing body,
And an expanding mind.
The time when your heart
Beats ever louder than before.
Learning of love
For the very first time.
But then I saw you
Playing your drums
To the rhythm of my preteen heart.
No one understood my love for you.
I barely understand it now.
Your long blonde hair
And sweet puppy dog eyes
That only a fan could love.
But I never knew you.
I never met you.
Did my mind write my love?
Was it a simple fantasy?
Or was it real?

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I sit here quietly to where no sounds echo
The darkness growing within my soul
I felt so many times before to just crawl back in my hole
But yet the earth in light is too much for thy sight
I try with all my might to stay strong through this time
But yet no matter how hard I might try I will never suceed in
forgetting
That no matter how hard I try to see
The lightness of earth shall always be too dark for thy site.
And will always blind me.

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We speak to each other, though we've never met.
We speak unspoken words that we'll soon regret.
We silently scream, and yell inside.
We are hidden, yet have nothing to hide.
We harm each other, yet don't make a move.
We have proven what is still yet to prove.
We see everything, and yet are blind.
We carry everything with us, but leave things behind.
We hear every word, yet don't hear a sound.
We're leaving our home and we are homebound.
We hear the things that can't be heard.
We sink like anchors, but fly like birds.
We are lost but we've been found.
We're in the sky but on the ground.
It's a secret that everyone knows.
It never stops, but it never goes.

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If I don't accept the fact that your gone
I guess that shows I don't understand
and through the pain I feel
It will remain the way I love you still
some part of my life
You give me Light
I keep that in mind
Co'z your one of the best thing
that happen to mine
You are really not suppose to be
the man that meant for me
and I couldn't blame the world
it will only give me worst
since your forever gone
I can't offer my heart to anyone
Co'z what I wanted to do
Is to give my all to you!