Zac is the Angel that I love
His big brown eyes
and long blonde hair
I know that he probably wouldnt care
What im about to say
But I love him to death
and more everyday
I love an Angel from above
Zac is that Angel that I love

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Your smile is like the shinning star,
it shines so bright into the night,
for it is you i'll be able to repay,
for the words you say they mean so much
I'll have you know that if you show,
the world the words you say,
they'll feel the same way,
and answer when you pray at night,
when your smile shines so bright

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I don’t know what to do,
She was my friend, you my lover,
I found out what happened,
You tried to hide.
Pain flooded my heart,
I lost a part of my soul,
I don’t know what to do,
I loved you so much,
I still do.
How can I do this to myself?
Get hurt time and time again.
You told me you loved me,
I thought those words were true,
You told me it was "just a crush"
You told her it was love,
I don’t know what to do,
You told me you were sorry,
You can’t take back what you’ve done,
You told me you wanted to spend the rest of your life with me,
That we were meant to be.
But if those words were true,
Why did you do it?
Now I don’t know what to do,
Should I leave?
Or should I stay?
Either way, I feel my destiny is pain.

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NOTHING HAS EVER CHANGED
IT'S JUST THAT YOU NO LONGER LIKE MY TOUCH
IT'S JUST THAT THE THINGS I SAY
YOU CAN'T FIND THEM TRUE SO MUCH.
NOTHING HAS EVER CHANGED
IT'S JUST THAT I'M NOT LIKE EVERYBODY ANYMORE
IT'S JUST THAT ALL THAT I REPRESENT
I'LL BETTER HIDE FROM THE WORLD
NOTHING HAS EVER CHANGED
IT'S JUST THAT NOW I'M A BAD SEED
IT'S JUST THAT MY FEELINGS AND WISHES AND DESIRES
ARE SO AWFUL, INDEED.
NOTHING HAS EVER CHANGED
IT'S JUST THAT I'M NO LONGER DIFFERENT BUT EQUAL
IT'S JUST THAT SUBCONSCIOUNESSLY I'M PUNISHED
FOR FREEDOM OF OPINION AND FREEDOM OF LOVE.
NOTHING HAS EVER CHANGED
IT'S JUST YOUR OPINION OF ME, AND I'M FRAMED,
FOR I'M A FRAMED PICTURE OF WHAT YOU'VE CHOSEN TO REJECT,
EVEN THOUGH YOU SAY THAT NOTHING HAS CHANGED.

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As my gaze travels
In your direction
A smile spreads
Across my face
I think of all the things
That we could be togethter
The loving couple
The playful couple
Everybody's favorite couple
Then I remember
It's all a dream
And snap back to reality
Maybe someday
My daydreams will come true
But for now, I guess
I just like being friends with you

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The time has come to say goodbye
I know we've shared some wonderful times
Sorry it has to be like this, end this way
I'm going on to a better place now
I'll remember you always
Please do the same for me
Don't be so sad, don't start to cry
it has to be this way
I'll tell you why
I know you thought my life was great
One you wish you had
But in reality it was so bad
Too much pain,
To much suffering,
too much heartache for me to bear
The one I loved had no idea I loved him so
He never even knew that I existed
But that's ok
I'll see him one day
I'll save him a place
I'll be waiting here to greet him with a smile on my face
Something I loveed so greatly
Was taken away from me
For this I could never forgive
So don't you see?
My life really wasn't the way you pictured
So different from what you wanted yours to be

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i went to a party
i thought i saw you there
over in the corner
with your angel blonde hair

i wanted to touch you
to find out you were real
you could've taken my heart
it would've been yours to steal

i tried to move my legs
i thought i should say hi
but no matter how hard
i failed to even try

you slipped into the night
and i never had the chance
to hold you in my arms
and share just one dance

though i never knew your name
i can't forget your face
i saw you for a minute
then you disappeared without a trace

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You talk about how much you love him.
But you can’t.
You don’t know him.
You don’t know his fears.
You don’t know his dreams.
You don’t know his ambitions or even his reason for getting up in the morning.
You say you adore everything about him.
But you don’t know everything about him.
You don’t know what he wants.
You don’t know how he feels.
You don’t know why sometimes he just wants to be alone.
You talk about how if he knew you, he’d love you.
He doesn’t know you.
You don’t know how he loves.
You don’t know what his love feels like.
You don’t know why sometimes he can be so quiet.
You say that he is your soul mate.
That you click and connect.
You don’t know what he desires.
You don’t know what he dreams about at night.
You don’t know why he can’t sleep some nights.
You think you know everything about him.
You know what kind of person he is.
You don’t know how he sees himself.
You don’t know what brings tears to his eyes.
You can’t say you know someone, just because
you know their favorite color.
Because you know their birthday by heart,
or because you know what ice cream they like.
In truth, you nothing at all.

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How many nights have I sat awake, dreaming of you,
SO many times I have tried to tell myself that this foolish fantasy
will never come true.
I remember falling asleep on the warm green grass,
the dream I dreamt was so fragile, like a picture made of glass.
You were there, and so was I,
And for the first time, I felt no need to cry.
I don't know if you can see me, reaching through, the crowd,
I am trying to get to you, but the screaming is too loud.
I know I don't have a face, and may never have a name,
But without knowing it, in my heart you have already staked a claim.
You may not remember so long ago, all the moments we shared,
But through it all from rags to riches I have always cared.

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Looking into his blue eyes
And at his angelic face
I know he is heaven sent
An angel
Sent to protect, watch over, and take care of me
And help me to understand
To hold me when I cry
And smile when I laugh
To protect me from harm
And whatever else may come my way
To mend my broken heart
And teach me to love again
he's there to catch me when I fall
To keep me going, when I want to give up
To fix my wounds
And heal my dying soul
he's there to dry my tears
And make me smile
He's here in my time of dispair
to tell me not to worry
And that it will be all right
He is here in my time of joy
To share with me, my happiness
He senses my worry
And feels my pain
he touches me ever so gently
As if he's afraid he'll break me
Then he pulls me close
And holds me tight
I am cold
His warm body feels good against my icy skin
I look up at him
I swear I see a halo
Floating above his hair of gold
A beautiful glow surrounds him
I know that I am home
And I know that his love is eternal
And that he is here to stay
To give me hope
Of a better tomorrow
And of a better life to come