I go back down the years,
Remembering all my tears;
My grandma's in the hospital and I'm unprepared,
I had a chance to see her, but I was too scared.

Hospitals make me worry and they make me sad,
But now that I didn't go, at myself I'm mad;
After shopping that day, I walk into my house,
It was in darkness and quiet like a mouse.

I looked up to my dad,
he looked down in dismay,
Trying to hold the tears he said, "Granny passed away...",
My heart went weak, I began to cry,
I ran to my room and began to wonder why.

Why did God take her when she belongs here?
Why is she so far when I need her so near?
Why couldn't she stay for just a little longer?
I can not accept this, I wish I were stronger.

At her funeral, I'm lost and so sad,
Some people are laughing so I'm kind of mad;
How can they be laughing when I'm covered in tears?
They're talking about her life, and the "good old years".

I'm walking around, I feel like I'm losing air,
I walk to a corner and then up the stairs;
I look towards the back, Ash is at a table,
I begin to walk to her, but I'm stopped by my Aunt Maybelle.

'Cheek Pincher', I thought, and then she pinched my cheek,
I told her I needed to sit because I was so very weak;
I sit by Ash, and our other cousin too,
Ash looks sad, Becky looks blue.

We try to talk about Granny but burst into tears,
Living without my Granny is like facing your biggest fears.

On my way home, I begin to think,
About my loving Granny, and her hate for anything pink.

She wouldn't want me crying, she'd want me to move on,
But that's kind of impossible when the best person in my life is gone

A year and a half later, something catches my eyes,
Three whoa baby-incredibly hot guys;
When I finally get their CD, I listen to it forever,
Turning it off for nothing - nope, nada, never.

And then one night I decided to listen to the words,
Because for all I know they could be singing about birds!
Number 12 comes on, and I feel like I have no where to go,
I think about my Granny, and the tears begin to flow.

How could they tell me not to cry?
When I had to tell my Granny bye.

I listened to it over and over until I got the message of the song,
I begin to smile a little, why'd it take so long?

I hope I can meet you guys - Ike, Tay and Zac,
For helping me get through this and to not slide off track;
I may have lost my Granny, but I gained something as well,
I've always had this inside, I just could never tell.

You guys helped me fine this and bring it out to shine,
My Granny has been within me throughout all this time.

I never knew this, but now I know I'm not alone,
My home is my heart, and my Granny's forever in my home.

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Please my sweet come and take this seat.
Talk to me; tell me all, as I warm my tired feet in the sunlight and heat.
Lately my heart has been exposed to bright emotions.
As I swiftly guzzle down this glowing potion.
My lips tremble- my heart aches; the potion is not taking a break.
If only you were here and save me for my life's at the stake.
I would be with you each and every morning the sun comes and breaks the darkness
With a new endless date.

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Zac
A nut case but we love him anyway
Crazy but kewl
Ha ha ha so funny
A real guy
Not afraid to express himself
So kewl
Oh so hot or cute
Not a normal as you think but that's why I like him, DUH!

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Zac, Taylor, and Ike
I really really like.
The hottest is Zac though
He is super hyper
For then is Tay
Whom makes all the girls melt
And shall we not forget Ike
Whom plays the guitar so out of this world

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Taylor is cute
And so so sexy
Y because I said so
Love is what I have only for him
Oh how lush he is
Ready for a night out with him

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Ike, Ike, You are the one I like
Boy, when you grab that mic
You sing songs that I really like

When you cut your hair
I was not filled with despair
I knew you would look great
Ike-how about a date?!

You call yourself goofy-stupid
You could not be further from the truth
And I have proof
Sure, you are super funny
Always being punny
But never a fool
Isaac- you are so cool!

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I won't forget
Imagining your kiss
A kiss I never felt
A kiss I'll never feel

And I won't let go
Even though you'll never know
And I'll never see your face
And you'll never feel that way...about me

You're just a dream
I can never touch you
It's as bad as it seems,
That you never knew I want to be,
With you but you'll never see
I feel like I know you
But you'll never know me...

I saw you standing there
But when I walked over you disappeared
You just seemed so real
I could even feel you
You don't care about me,
But I'll always need you.

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Love is true, love is blind,
Love is colorful, beautiful, wonderful,
Love is ever kind.

I think I am in love,
With an angel from up above.

His eyes are of the deepest brown,
Like the satin hair upon his crown.
His lips are soft and full,
Any word he utters from them is beautiful.
His voice is like the sweetest song,
That the robin sings all day long.

And when I look into his sparkling eyes,
I want to live this moment all my life.
And when I release my only fear,

His love is one I will never let go,
'Cause I love my angel so!!!

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When I think of you the rain falls from my eyes to my heart all because of you!
One more day with an empty heart all because of you!
I'm just dying inside when I think of me without you by my side all because of you!
One day we will be together again all because of you!
I live in my own world when I think about it.
IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!!!

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When you're home it's exciting
When you're home it's calm
When you're home it's perfect
When you're home it's safe
But you're gone
You'll never be back
Only in spirit I can't help crying almost every night
When I think, you don't leave
When I dream, you don't leave
But you're not here, you're gone
Never again will you be home
Only in my mind I'll get through I'll survive
It won't leave, you'll never leave
It will always be in my memories
You'll always be in my heart
But you're not here, you're gone